She told me I act "Weird and Negative" now, I told her that was cold and I don't see how, she came to that conclusion, she said she tries to include me in things but I reply with self exclusion, my reaction interprets that as a bit dramatic, I think I hurt her feelings when I decided not to go tagging along to subway to grab a bite to eat, but if I'm tired and not hungry please don't hold it against me, I concealed the fact that I was a bit sickly, thought I did the right thing but she misunderstood me, guess I can't be perfect every second of everyday, I think she's an angel but I'm rubbing her the wrong way, but it's no sweat, we'll work it out eventually, I'mma take her on some new adventures with me, every relationship has its valleys and peaks, from the simple frinedships to the loves that are deep, but this made me dwell on a bit of self reflection, I'm willing to change to find a better direction, I'm passionate about making all of my movements towards some sort of improvement with no exceptions, a bit of a perfectionist to a fault, make a mistake I come down on myself too hard for too long, but I'mma keep on singing my song, bcuz every night precedes the sunrise and life goes on, and for those times when I seem to hide my charm, realize I'm still the same person alive and warm, sometimes I might be wrong, I wish I could be everything to everybody, but I'm not that strong, wanna climb to the top of the tree but I fall too much, wanna confide in you but I find it hard to trust, I've got scars and stuff like everyone else, but holding everything inside is not good for my health, if you looked into my eyes you would see I have so much on my mind that I hide and hope you don't find, but I guess it's starting to boil over, I'm getting colder shoulders as I grow older, feelin like fallen angels needing someone to hold 'em, don't wanna be a burden but now it seems I'm heavy as boulders, not a troubled man, just have a troubled mind, but this too shall pass in due time...
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